Simplicity Me ........

what's love

2012-02-14T00:39:00.005+08:00

Once when i was a little girl, we dreamed about marriage ...
the prince and princess happily ever after story.
in adulthood, the bubbles pops, marriage become so dissenting.
it might sound scary from the bad testimonials of others.
I would say now:

" I believe in marriage... beloved and to be in the love commitment of my lifetime"

what if I say:" love ain't about feelings"

" Love ain't about lust and desires"all of these would fade

Love is a verb

Love is an attitude

Love is a commitment

Love is giving

Agape is Sacrifing love

"I believe in love once again"

Don't become a stranger

2012-02-12T00:19:00.004+08:00

we were once young and simple little child get to know each other
primary school, childhood, secondary, high school
we might feel that it's all different after all departure ...
we from good friends become like stranger after so long
is our friendship has become tweak and weak
is that any love language that we could share rather than " what are you doing now? when you graduate? where you work? how was everything? " "please take care"
I feel that shallowness of love and the unconcern to care.
as time flew, i hope we'd change, changed to be a better friend, a friend which we make new memories each and every moments no matter which stage of life we all are.
my dear friend "Don't become a stranger, okay ?"

it's easy to forget

2012-01-29T01:41:00.002+08:00

how easy it is for me to forget

what I'd love to do about the passion

who I used to be could be much more happier

the commitment I've made

"how easy it is for us to forget the time we shared

how easy it is for us to forget how to love

how easy it is for us to forget how to smile =)

it's easy to forget, but it's even harder not to love "
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decision

2012-01-10T01:19:00.004+08:00

life is all about choices. more choice. choices choices.
I was a person who always wonder what I want what I want
look upon others
but what I really needs
the attitude after I've made up my mind.
love the decision, believe the decision and trust in the decision
what I am doing about career now
真正影响人的一生不是当初的选择,而是自己对选择的态度 =)

freedom

2011-12-29T21:41:00.003+08:00

i forgot about the principle
90 > 10
90 is the attitude how you control over the circumstances instead of let it taken over.
i was wrong the one who keep on striving for happiness and freedom. but the true freedom is to feel freedom by itslf. not to strive
追逐自由的人永远得不到自由。学会自在才会自由。

time

2011-11-23T23:37:00.002+08:00

During we are still young, we would never realized the pace of time
we thought that we are still have plenty of time. Plenty of time to struggle, to fool around., to make mistake, to be rebellious, to be chasing all freedom we never had during childhood. we fall in love deeply, get a heart broken, until now know what's the pain hurts. We thought that is okay to make mistake, to be a little bit irresponsible.
It don't take a night for all of us to grow.
It don't take a day to know what's important in our life.
What important for me now is
My faith, spiritually.
My family
Me and others I am still learning
My time priority
My promise to myself in my life.

Neglected

2011-11-17T23:41:00.005+08:00

I am a selfish person
Why is always me me me.
I try not to be
Wearing others shoes to be more considerate
Give me the eyes of seeing other people needs
Give the a pair of ears which listen to the insight of others
Give me a pair of hands which act on others
Give me a pair of legs to walk with them.
Give me a heart to love others.

Let me open my heart to reach others and to be reached.

Stuck in

2011-10-23T18:12:00.004+08:00

remember that

2011-08-22T01:05:00.003+08:00

One thing that others do to touch your heart today
Went for coffee and the baristas remember the normal habit that I always do
" Get a cup of warm water"
the kindness and little act that would make people feel imp
Do something to make other people feel important in their life today.
=)

you've been missed

2011-08-22T00:34:00.001+08:00

I miss words and expression.
how stupid am I give up writing and editing for the past few months.
I am going to write again.

2011-05-19T00:19:00.004+08:00

This is a garden which full of the bloosom flowers

like a sea of flowers

soothing black and white keys playing at the ear

I wish I could just sit there all day long

I wish you were there to see the beautiful world

listen to my world inside.

2011-05-18T00:15:00.004+08:00

Tell me whether to stay inside comprise with everything

or choose to go out instead of the comfort zone

Does it really matter ?

it that true that what's really matter is what inside's our heart.

I was wondering what if ...

what if .......

See the World

2011-05-17T21:45:00.006+08:00

It has been a while I didn't write or script out what's inside.
Vacation will always clear off ourmind

strengthen our decision

let go the juggle and struggle what's inside

and move on.......... with believe and hope

reserved

2011-04-26T01:46:00.005+08:00

I hope one day could shed off the shield

open my heart.

2011-04-14T01:12:00.005+08:00

That day, he asked me : " Don't you love your job ? " I paused for a while.. I look at him and I smug. This question makes me ponder for quite sometime

2011-04-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

DON'T TRY TO CONTROL ME

I AM HATING YOU RIGHT NOW !

2011-04-07T19:18:00.000+08:00

"I've fallen in love with your smile"

Just B =)

2011-04-04T23:04:00.005+08:00

Just B happie.

everybody knows

"I have to be happy"

"I just want to be happy"

We've heard it all before everybody knows just how to make it right.

I wish we gave it one more try

everybody knows but

nobody really knows.

today

A work out with loud heavy bass playing in my head...

Read an inspiration piece in the paper...

A concern from random ones in the gym ...

A breeze drive with my favourate oranges juice

just making me feel so right at the moment.

2011-04-02T20:27:00.005+08:00

A guy walk in today his scent smell familiar, your perfume, his perfume which he wore on the scent of familiarity just flash back on my mind serioulsy I a weird feeling just flush all over me, and that scent linger around me and given me a sense of security. Because I knew it's you. The scent belong to yoi

Jar of hearts

2011-03-29T01:34:00.005+08:00

"You going to catch a cold from the ice inside your soul

Running 'round leaving scars

Collecting your jar of hearts

And tearing love apart And who do you think you are"

give me a good reason to go there please.

and look for you.

It's up to you.

2011-03-21T23:51:00.002+08:00

"Up to me to wear what kind of attitude on me.

It's up to you whether you like it or not."

2011-03-20T00:01:00.005+08:00

I asked him:

"When is the time for me to go out and see the world ? "

because I don't want to live in regret.

2011-03-13T19:21:00.001+08:00

Be an influecial person rather than influenced by others.

2011-03-13T00:54:00.002+08:00

My dad taught me a lesson today:
"不只要会花钱, 更要懂得赚钱"
That's what he said to me while teaching me the tactic of earning and pricing.
I find it so true, after 3 months of work I slowly adapted into career.
It's a business thing.
There's still so much more to learn and so much changes need to amend to this tradition business.
i am glad that actually I am there to help up.
I am really into it put the university thing aside for a little while
There's a big plan ahead. I am quite thrill about this.
Lik my mum said it's about achievement of numbers more to degree certificate achievement.
not only to sell and learn about the product, but more to customer, demand, communication, learn about new potential project client, supplier, managing internally and externally.
I find that you got to sell ideas, information more to product itself.
I hope I'm there at the right time, I am the right person, to make things better.
I really want to do this.
"Never look down on what you'r doing, You don't know what you'r capable of."

It's time

2011-03-10T23:23:00.003+08:00

It's time to awaken the dawn

It's time to live.

It's the time of my life

Hey Look down

2011-03-07T23:03:00.005+08:00

Hey, different view up here.

I could just watch the streets light for a long hour

everything seems so small like a toy

even our tiny little problem could be shrink like a tiny tiny one

view up there just some kind of relief

everything just felt so right in my life.

yea..I'd crossed over

Yea.

"if you want to live in the moment

live in the moments that throw."

He meant it for good.

2011-03-01T00:10:00.003+08:00

I did keep on thinking about "what if" game

what if I am in the university now

what if I could go away now

what if this is the wrong way I'm heading

what if.....

through the struggle that I am juggled with, I need more than courage.

but just FOCUS on the present

"Wherever you are, BE ALL THERE"

2011-02-27T23:26:00.002+08:00

.We always shout to seek understanding? Don't we?

in the end it's about myself.. Heloo can't you hear me"

Love,

Estee

2011-02-27T23:23:00.004+08:00

There's a moment I kept thinking why me?

is sacrifice equal to loss?

I don't know.

but I know I have to.

Love,

Estee

HI, me !

2011-02-19T19:19:00.008+08:00

.I miss "me" so much.

It was miserable last week

insecure, not peaceful, so sick with almost

why do I do that to me?

Yerrppp I wasn't that kind of person who you think I am, dude.

tilt my head up high and keep on moving

don't mess with me,

I've met myself yesterday.

2011-02-17T00:06:00.002+08:00

Don't be an empty book.
write your rules in and it's about yourself.
I shall recompose my own book.

One.First

2011-02-15T00:38:00.006+08:00

One.First.
The only.....The first....
First sight..... The only One.......

Was it love?
It's just one affection.

The Only deepest affection on the only one.

the only you

seeking out you'll lose

2011-02-13T04:10:00.006+08:00

never seek something from outside

to fulfill what's empty inside

you would loose your grip

look it's already in your hand.

there's still someone holds you

when you'r about to fall

所有的伤痛都有愈合的一天,

绝望也有终止的那一天,

伤愈痛,

我们就能变得更成熟

left a side

2011-02-13T02:39:00.005+08:00

I think there's a waste on time to put hope on something that's not working
I'm feeling weird inside tonight.
He thought me never ever gave in so easily.
there's someone who you should put more affort than a nobody.
the accidently burn and cut on my finger reminds me this lesson learned.

我是傻瓜. this is the second time.

hunt

2011-02-12T00:29:00.003+08:00

原来还是那个我

I don't cry anymore

I don't painting for help anymore

not because I am getting any tougher.

not because grown up

I think it's the coldness and ignorance

about every hardships started to hunt me since the beginning of the year

dramas, I am so sick of that anymore

sigh.........................please let me gasp for a breath.

for me

2011-02-11T00:55:00.002+08:00

I need sometime to be alone

spend sometime for me, just me

no phone calls..texting

to dance by myself,

swim, cook, watch series, read.

sleep in early

Bye social life, I will be staying in for tomorrow.

Contradicting

2011-02-10T23:45:00.003+08:00

Went to the cancer hospital, it's really really sad to see that when during the joyful season and there's still people who are suffering from sickness,

the only wishes they ask for this year it's simple as

" Peace, good health and .....................love"

God please heal the sick people, esp their souls.

I can't imagine the torture of loneliness when you need someone to stay beside when you need them the most.

Everything felt right when LOVE around.

Oh happy day

2011-02-10T00:29:00.004+08:00

It's always good when you have best friend around you

who sing with you

who shared the same interest as you

who share your food, Frozen yogurt

who share your dream.

Thankful.

I had a great day

Oh today is my happy day !!

conscience

2011-02-07T00:36:00.002+08:00

Self-conscious reminds us to keep our feet on the ground

whenever you are about to fly.

Self-pity and blame ain't going to help in any sense.

Excuses and whining is just plain stupid before action comes first.

2011-02-02T02:41:00.004+08:00

"The way you look at me and smile it's just plain weird i think
it reminds me of my childhood.
please don't do that
there shouldn't be anything in between us"

Sunset Bistro

2011-01-30T23:59:00.007+08:00

" A time to tear down and a time to build"

I will always remember this place ......"sunset bistro"

a place where we used to sit and catch the last glimpse of the sun.

It used to be a place full of laughter, chattering now has become an empty land.

the tree was full of beautiful flickering lightings, not anymore.

It has become soundless now

we could say that's life.

it's too fast

It's kind of sad indeed.

Happy sunday. 6969696969

2011-01-30T02:29:00.006+08:00

After six days of work you need to do is just laid back and

think nothing about work, family

Like this place where it have sea, pool side, music, breeze.

Less crowded, less noise

My favourate hang out place of all.

Happy seventh day people, rest well !

cheers !

intimidated

2011-01-28T21:39:00.002+08:00

Please don't bug me while I am resting
leave me alone
please ...... Just shut up.

sepia girl

2011-01-25T00:35:00.007+08:00

" I am not that little girl who used to stomp my feet and

cry loudly whenever things went wrong"

.....est.
you just have to hold your tears back when your heart is breaking,

say a prayer, wipe your tears, compose yourself

that's what a grown up girl would do.

THINK

2011-01-24T00:12:00.001+08:00

With Love,

Estee

shout.distance

2011-01-23T23:42:00.004+08:00

Don't shout
shouting creates distance
arguement started when there's a distance in between, we shout because we cannot hear each other anymore, our heart draws apart from each other.
the louder it is, the further it is.
"Sorry for what I just did"
this is a small reminder for myself.
better to keep your mouth shut whenever you are angry.

" Better a patient man than a warrior,

a man who controls his temper than one who takes a city"

New inspiration

2011-01-23T00:35:00.005+08:00

With love,

Estee.

2011-01-20T21:34:00.000+08:00

everyone has his own life, so live up yours !!!

destiny recite

2011-01-09T22:35:00.006+08:00

I just need a shoulder to lean on now
to reasure me, to support me, to hold on me.
to tell me "it will always get better...there will be sunny days after storm"
especially now I have to be strongest in the family
I've prayed to God to help me to show me my future through his goodwills
but not through any bad thing happen.
since He already decided for me and make it so clear.
I can't say no anymore
I got no option now, do I.
I am unprepared, mom to be like you.
what shall I do?
My option is just stand firm, grip firmly to his will take a leap of faith.

She is pretty amazing

2011-01-07T00:00:00.004+08:00

I adore butterfly a lot recently.

The different design and colors it's just so amazing.

"Everyone of them wearing different clothes which made from the same designer."

I have a dream,... A nice garden with a lot of beautiful fairies hoping from roses to roses.

A garden which I could spend my whole day there just to dance with the butterflies.

I love betterflies.

Hide and seek

2011-01-06T23:12:00.005+08:00

"有时,我也像故事的小男孩一样,

一方面希望不被找到,抱有自我的空间,

一方面由害怕被遗忘的寂寞."

Let it be 2011

2011-01-06T02:21:00.006+08:00

Always ready to expect the unexpected

Always be true to myself

THINK throughly. Logical then only comes emotional.

that's my resolution of 2011

Let it go, let it be

2011-01-04T23:49:00.009+08:00

Let the stranger be the stranger.

It's time

to lift it all behind and

LIVE.

bye to the stranger of 2010.

"boston".bye

hi,2011

2011-01-04T00:07:00.004+08:00

Bye, 2010.

Hello, 2011

"Write it on your heart that

everyday is the best day in the year"

attachment

2010-12-31T01:04:00.006+08:00

I actually had a sleepless night, keep pondering and wondering.

What if I've just trapped into and lost my freedom instead.

tell you honestly, I am fear of attachment...

fear that i might get lost nowhere where I couldn't find my way back to fly freely.

freedom

I am selfish.. I am.

I do love you, but sorry to say

" I love myself more."

Merry little Christmas

2010-12-26T00:20:00.010+08:00

While many people are opening champagne, toasting, parties, best wishes and greetings.
Who would ever noticed a broken hearted secluded at the corner, panting for help... praying for hope.
I've seen Christmas differently this year. I would say the other side of Christmas.
I've seen Tears during Christmas.
This year Christmas had been a long day for me, the most unpleasent one.

"Let your heart be light, because from now on, our troubles will be out of side, Emmanuel"

2010-12-25T01:32:00.008+08:00

parents marriage, I am cold, traumatize.
and fear of marriage i just wonder
why God must put adam and eve together to create problems.
I want to be sex and the city women.
She says:"why are you lied to me?"
He says:"I didn't lie I don't want to tell you because I don't want you to worry, trust me I love you. I'll never ever done something to hurt you"
Is lying not a hurt either? once the trust worthy broken you'll never ever gain it back like how we used to be.. it's never ever gain back the trustworthy.

ignited

2010-12-23T01:46:00.002+08:00

I might let my emotional to overtake logical

never let the initial fire ignite faded away gradually

never forget to keep your feet on the groud.

2010-12-21T10:28:00.002+08:00

Today make my decision more firm that, I shall drop the idea of going for study at this moment.
It's time for me to giving back instead of keep taking what she has been pouring for.
I see needy and I got to do something.
I've seen a tired, helpless soul who begging to take a breath at her age.
I've seen the burden that she has been carrying for years.
She doesn't deserve that to sacrifice for us.
what will tomorrow brings ?
As long I know it's in father's hand.
what will tomorrow brings,
sorrow or hapiness it will always getting better.

credible

2010-12-17T01:42:00.002+08:00

" I don't miss you, i miss one who I thought you were"

are you talking to someone you onced love

or are you talking to yourself?

"Both"

A house is not a home

2010-12-16T01:48:00.004+08:00

A house is not a home

where there's no one there to hold you tight.

Has been thinking about myself and the family lately.

I never thought that this family norm would be a problem until someone actually trigger me to think further about it and pray about it.

honestly speaking we would demand more from the family, self-seeking.

imagine that everyone in the family is self-seeking.

All the while, I am a self-seeking person in the family. Fight for whatever thing that I thought I deserve in the family instead of giving back.

Is time to kill the selfishness inside.

happening

2010-12-12T01:09:00.004+08:00

Happening. Hmmm, try to define "happening".. Is "happening" really define by photos that you'r in?party you went for ?When was the most happening day that you remember? try to find discover some "happening event" in our daily life you would see things much more differently. Every day can be a "happening event". You are the one who create it and make it HAPPEN. A memorable pleasant dinner, for me today, shop around the vintage furniture shop with some friends who also interested in design and decorations.

My next target social network would be finding some people who have the same passion as mine. Since I am back in PG already, I really want to learn more about technical stuff about photography. Okay ! find a clique will be my #1 next year resolution and MAKE IT HAPPEN BABE !

try on your dream

2010-12-05T01:00:00.003+08:00

About Persuing Dream, this is what the DJ saying:
"Will you be regretting of those undone dream after ten years?"
about dream is ian't like a fairy, the possibilities of facing with difficulties and unknown.

Doubting and struggling are like the daily challenges.

So try ! who knows what would happen

Just B

2010-12-02T23:57:00.004+08:00

.Be In-Standing.

It's not the same

2010-12-02T00:49:00.006+08:00

I just have to accept the fact that everyone had grown up in their own way

in different surroudings, location, social group, career, dreams

we are not the same kiddo anymore

All of us own the same old childhood memories but with a different future

I can't be the same old me, neither do you.

dying of old self.

Grow up. THINK.

you and me are not the same old character on stage anymore

restless

2010-11-28T22:28:00.004+08:00

Give me some solitude moment please
let me think once...twice.
I shouted today, inside kind of unpeaceful.
I am feeling restless

eering

2010-11-27T03:09:00.004+08:00

思念太猖狂一个冷不妨

一想起你忙碌的生活变得空荡荡

对心事说谎把你想到多么的不堪

" I know I shouldn't, but I just did"

dream light

2010-11-27T01:53:00.006+08:00

This lighting inspire me to dream

to have dream

dare to dream

dream of creating light.

2010-11-21T01:59:00.008+08:00

Who will be the first one that you would turn to when :
you need to share some joy with
you need to show your anger to
you need a prayer
you need to make a decision, and let him to reassure you
the most shittest day ever happen to you
you just had a fight with your family
you have something with this guy and
you need someone to say :"You'r in trouble girl"
you feel unworthy, unloved.
you r so lost and just need someone to say :"It's alright, it will always get better"

my new lesson learn:
To make someone feel important, it's how you appreciate someone.

new direction

2010-11-20T00:34:00.007+08:00

it has been a while I didn't upload my photos
Honestly. I was lost for a moment (in photos inspiration)
struggle. doubted. then decided to press pause button.
then start again.
Now I'm in new direction of photograph I guess.

miss you buddy

2010-11-18T18:50:00.004+08:00

that familiar face .. I miss you, buddy. I really do.
Don't ask me why I didn't call up
I don't know what to say anymore.
just not like last time anymore.

What you really want.

2010-11-12T16:07:00.004+08:00

有时候, 我不敢任性, 因为我顾虑太多.

刚读过Pennny 的文章，感触很深。
她说：“活着，就是要好玩”
她是一位很简单的女生，性格好爽。
“上帝很眷顾认真的女生 ”我特别喜欢这一词。
她做事非常理智， “做什么我都非常清楚”
Penny 一直抱着 “想做什么就去做”的心态行事。
“千万不要去想，我做了这个会不会这么样？敢敢去做！要讲，就去做！”

有时真的很想在任性与顾虑太多找个完美的平衡。

Adore what she believe in herself, this leads me to look inside myself
What my collogues was disccusing just now "EST you are confused about what you what"
yes, I always doubt about what I want, What I need to hold on, I'm indecisive, I fear, then I just let the fire ignites (the sudden passion ) in me faded away.
Honestly speaking, after I came to KL experience my life alone for 3 months. The most I've gained it's I am more clear with who I am and who I going to be.
In this three months, what I got it's more than career path, explore what's that little character inside.
Will I be the same, like who I was once I get back tomy hometown or
I would be a better person which more matured perception and believe.

vulnerable

2010-11-01T18:23:00.001+08:00

I am vulnerable.
When you’re tempted, keep your vulnerability in mind
and work out ways to protect yourself. 

city side

2010-10-15T11:44:00.006+08:00

Looking at the city light. fast pace. fast breath.
Chaos traffic has form it symphony along the road.
city-people come and go, a place that we don't call home

New Direction-Watch humanity

2010-10-15T11:36:00.003+08:00

Inspired to take humanity photos that reveal humanity, society, religion.
my new direction
"Passion for photos, compassion for people"

2010-10-12T14:15:00.001+08:00

If you think you are not pretty,
you can make your life pretty

longing

2010-09-30T20:46:00.003+08:00

I'm longing to step on the sands
I'm longing to go back home
I'm longning to go for a road trip just to take picture.
I'm longing to see you =)

drop. fall.

2010-09-27T18:01:00.004+08:00

Drop.

It’s raining

It’s tears

It’s droplets

It just fall

Just fall

Fall

true colors

2010-09-23T18:43:00.003+08:00

letting of how people will look at you
letting go of self-conscious
letting go of pleasing others
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors,
shining thorugh
True colors, are beautiful,
Like a rainbow.

Let it go.

2010-09-22T16:30:00.002+08:00

I'm just a little girl lost in the moment
i'm scared but I can't show it
I can't figure it out, it's bringing me down
i know i've got to let it go and just enjoy the show.
yea I'm just a little bit caught in the middle.

secret garden

2010-09-21T18:17:00.003+08:00

Secret Garden
right inside of me
darkest inside.

"Can't remember when I last saw you laughing"

somebody to love

2010-09-17T18:02:00.005+08:00

lonesome ? I've asked myself. not really.
just want to feel two hearts pounce for each other again
the excitement of butterfly in the stomach
please make my heart pounce again.
A person that I really crazy deeply in love with.
the right person at the RIGHT TIME.

Home coming

2010-09-09T14:03:00.006+08:00

It is always feel so good going home
the journey going home always seem so secured
not that I hate what I am stuck in currently
just different kind of mode and expression
but I like the freedom where I am in my own hometown
familiar places
familiar faces
familiar smile
familiar beach
familiar air breeze
familiar me, myself.
yes I am going home, the place where I belong.

2010-09-03T15:44:00.000+08:00

"Every moment in life becomes a vital part that lead us to growth. Minimal moments that create smiles are the ones that make the biggest impacts. A thought, a feeling, words, music, moods. Everything makes a difference. It is our job to decide whether or not the pain and effort is worth those few moments of happiness. Personally i have made the decision that it is. No regrets. Live it and love it."

L.Horta!

fair reality

2010-08-23T20:00:00.010+08:00

She eagerly wants to walk out of the comfort zone
She did, She is doing it, she is working it out now
She never expected that she will doubt herself so much.
well, that's her choice.
Once you are in the reality game
left behind the fantasy
It's time for her to steps into reality
bury the castle and all those fairy tale.
It's time to believe in tragic instead of magic.
but what she really wants it's just
"Simplicity"
that's what I want.

2010-08-13T01:10:00.001+08:00

"almost everything we do is done poorly when we first start doing it — that's how we learn."

empty me

2010-08-11T00:33:00.002+08:00

keep your feet on the ground while your head in the clouds.
Empty me all the selfishness, the poison of my pride
I made myself looks like a fool today.

我太自负了

人最重要脚踏实地.

philisophy of letting go

2010-08-06T00:34:00.001+08:00

"To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t about winning or losing. It’s not about pride and it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss and it’s not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind & confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free."

embellishment

2010-08-05T00:08:00.008+08:00

有些时候, 他在你生命中出现时, 你会眼睛一亮,

你会觉得就像火花般灿烂,

但你冷静之后, 你会觉得这只是生命中小小的点缀.

I'd realized, you are just part of the flame.
It's pretty at that moment
It ignite fast and die fast.
Is not that important after all.

mistakes live

2010-08-02T01:53:00.005+08:00

"This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions; this is a time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere. Fall in love... a lot. Major in philosophy, because there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind, and change it again, because nothing's permanent. So, make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask what we want to be, we won't have to guess... we'll know"

what do you do at 20's?

"I make mistakes"

Shooting stars

2010-08-01T00:26:00.005+08:00

welcome back, tuesday =)

you'll come back, I'll go off.

timing always making a joke between us.

I've always thinking what if we go back to the time when we first met?

I am pretty sure we'll meet again, not by arranged. Let fake and God to decide.

at the right time, the right person meeting the person that I've miss the most.

that's my wish.

lost in between

2010-07-28T01:01:00.004+08:00

one moment of happiness, one moment of sadness.

The sea always given me tranquil.

I don't know anymore.

will the storm hunt me ?

I am not sure.

where do I stand ?

on the sand.

Am I sinking?

I don't know.

Comfort food

2010-07-25T23:50:00.003+08:00

The ice cream.

this is a magical food. A comfort food

which comfort my emotional.

I've been taking these for 3 days.

Thanks ice cream.

i'll be there.

2010-07-24T23:19:00.003+08:00

nice meeting you, Mr.M.

you are one of the person that I highly respected the most.

thanks Kumon.

thanks for all those encouraging words and best wishes

without saying out the whine, i seriously need those supports.

i'm thankful

not going anywhere. am I good. not i'm not

2010-07-23T14:02:00.013+08:00

.i am overwhelmed.

take a bath from head to toes

everything gotta be alright.

without any whine.

2010-07-22T20:27:00.002+08:00

i thought after sending resume and interview everything should be ok

OMG OMG OMG I HAVE TO WRITE AN ESSAY BEFORE INTERNS.

they said gotta access on the way I think and the way I write.

I am scared that I can't do it well. I just feels like i might not do well like how Ivan and Jeffrey.

shite, the incompetence is beating me up.

I am furious, scared and frightened.

the first impression is the most imp, and now it's through writing

what can I do ?

I have to be positive and say

: " rock it babe, complete it and strike it "

2010-07-22T00:03:00.005+08:00

railway never stops the view

my thought never ever stop

many thought would cross my mind

perhaps, perhaps, perhaps

it's all on track.

All I want it's just go to place

where it's long long way

it is far far away.

"trains move quickly to their journey's end

destinations are where we begin again"

i was lost. I am lost.

2010-07-19T00:06:00.004+08:00

tell me where it's hurt and where to put it together and make it better.

those night, i was sitting there, starring at the star and write.

"everything gotta be so fine"

"whenever I am weak, I am strong then"

2010-07-17T21:21:00.001+08:00

" Life a bieach, I'm the bieach"

uninvited guest.

2010-07-15T12:48:00.008+08:00

she is a friend who at the entrance of my world .. that's what she said.
She is a friend who know about friendship,

she thought me about friendship,

When she is angry with me, she said:

" I don't know what estee thinking about, I am confused"

She says I am a person who does not give in easily, a person where I never open my heart to anyone easily. true ........

However, she said she took two years to know the true me. after spending lots of time together, all the cold war, argument, laughter, embrace.

well, after two years. she walks in. Everytime she could just be my mind reader, without I saying anything, she helps me to finish it.

she is friend who knows me so well. a friend that I really treasure.